I am a 24 year old newlywed, the problem is I married for money, not my husband’s, but my father-in-law’s, who promised to help my dad out financially if I would marry his son. I thought of my husband as a nice guy, but not marriage material; however, I agreed. My husband did not know about this deal. Nor, did my father. My husband married for true love. I didn’t think it would work out and put off sleeping with Billy until our wedding night when I learned that he was GREAT!! in bed. Not to sound cold, but like Sharon Stone in Basic Instinct, I began to appreciate what he did for me. During the day, I find myself thinking about what he has in store for me at night. Beyond that, he treats me like a princess. Billy insists we make it on our own without his family’s money. So, I am having to think about budgets and spending for the 1st time in my life. But in every other way, I am spoiled terribly. I have a guy who will insist on getting up in the middle of a cold winter night and going to Wal-greens for medicine just because I have the sniffles. I get flowers and love notes for no reason. My husband will at times be giddy because he’s “got him a gal with big boobs”. I feel guilty sometimes about the way we got married. I worry that he will find out someday. I am scared of losing him and that he would not want me if he found out.